~darkeners

-{SHEILA'S DRAWINGS}-

Art trades}- Open
Requests}- Closed
Gifts}- Open (thankies you all for the gifts ^_^)
Upcoming drawings}- A full body dragon for my friend Ken


The way my drawings presence themselves comes from a passion of what we would love to have.

The way my drawings see is a side of the world where there is no end to the quest.

The way my drawings fear is the way I have shed tears of broken lies and hearts.

The way my drawings reflect is the way I see in this dark creative mind that I have within this body of mine.

My drawings come from that which lies within my soul and that is creative...



-{INSPIRES ME}-

My favorite artist (I look up to)


My Best friends, Jeanne & Tracey


Really cool guys ^^

My new little friend

Stock galleries I like

Really cool brushes

sweet and good friend

Amazing gallery of icons and avatars



Clubs I joined





-{GET A HOLD OF SHEILA}-


Myspace.com ~ Ask for the url, I'm not going to broadcast it on here for certain reasons




-{SHEILA'S OTHER DA ACCOUNTS}-


Gothic-Love-Stock (stock gallery)
Shattered-Evil (story/art)




-{SHEILA'S PERSONAL LIFE}-

I am a young girl with a dark creative mind and with a sweet personlity. I look at things differently and never mean to hurt anyone. I had a shity childhood and it made me see things in a different way and I have learned from my dad of how to be a better person. And to never turn out like my real mom.
I care a lot for other people. And I think people see that and they use my kindness and stab me in the back.
I have been told I am an angel and that I am a sweetheart. I am very much so. I may pull off this image of being a bad ass chick with my pictures. But when you meet me in person and you see how my personality is, I am a completely different person. When I take pictures, I am using my dark creative mind at hand. I like to be creative and try new things out.
I am a really passionate person with my pictures and art work and graphics I do on the computer. I love modeling but I am not in a business for modeling yet. I like doing it my way and with my own stuff. But when you pose with another person, especially one who has the same passion for photography as you do, the pictures come out great. I have been drawing for a good most of my life. My real mom is an artist and my dad sketches, with both of them in my blood I can draw very well. And since I like dark things, my drawings turn out to be more in depth towards really deep and meaningful things, including depression. I have been around a computer since after the 6th grade. I had home schooling for 4 years on a computer and I learned a lot of stuff in that time. But now since I like messing around with things and being creative, I create a lot of graphics and stuff.
Well I think that's all I am going to say about myself right now. I will add more when I can think of more to write.





My Pals

James C. ~ current Boyfriend
Nick L. ~ My Star Wars buddy
Joe ~ Owner of Force-fx.com & dearest friend
Jacob B. ~ my little buddy/brother

and many more


My Sisters

Sasha ~ newest best friend/sister
Ashley S. ~ an old best friend of mine
Cassey A. ~ Old friend


These are people I am close friends with in public. They protect me from harm and are there for me when i am down. My friends are the best. I really look up to them. I love you, guys!


-{Sheila's feelings}-

The darkness that is my mind
becomes what you see of me.
The personality that you hear of me
is that which becomes my true reality.
As well as my nightmares haunt me
it gets me through another threaten evening.
Even bothers me if I find no one to guide me.
As my hopes and dreams become that which is disagreed from others’ minds.
I still walk on in the shadows as a walking mystery.
For no one really knows me.
For no one really cares for me.
I still go on with the day as something that is never released in anyone’s company.
For I want to be kept as a living mystery.
Maybe one day someone will unlock me
and find out that which I have hold within these nights.
But in some ways I find it to be very unlikely.
For I know that no one will ever really truly unlock me.
For I am a total mystery....